Day: May 21, 2023

10/30

i’ve had this blog for 8 months nowwww pero I’m not satisfied with how much posts r here or whatever. it was for my pub class for uni & erased half of the uni content after that semester and now just keeping it going till September 20.

apparently if u want to grow, u have to be part of a niche and create content that caters to that audience. but bro i have so many things i wanna do that i can’t choose just one. and i have so many options that choosing where to start is confusing.

starting feels like so much work. like i haven’t even done anything yet but i feel pressured. but like pressured for what. literally just start.

september twenty, i have my eyes on u.

9/30

i saw a post that said, siblings are raised by different versions of their parents, and that shit lowkey hit hard. cuz like, isn’t it unfair u were treated differently like a test subject almost. now another one of u comes out and suddenly they just know what to do or how to treat them right?

and u cant even blame them because if you are the oldest, they’re gonna say it’s their first time being parents too, same as how ur the first to go out in the world and figure things out on your own. that’s crazy bruh.

and what is also annoying is when younger siblings do shit that you weren’t able to do when you were their age. like fuck, ok if they’re my age now, what other shit are they gonna do that I’m not doing rn.

ahh idk if the trauma is showing but if u know u know haha

anyways,

cya on the next one